Just a feeling!

Since the last few weeks, during the nights when I am having those cute "little" chats and I listen to both of 'em talking to each other in hushy voices and laughing over it, I get this feeling, "I am confused.....am I?well if I am not, why am I not? I should be!" And finally tonight when I was watching this random Top Gear episode where Jeremy was comparing a newly released Audi and a Merc (both of the same class) I finally realised, sometimes decisions rather opinions are made very abstractly. They are not always based on logic. Sometimes you just like something more than the other. Even though a factual comparison might ask you to opine differently,theres some voice within, which would just not give in to all those logical babble and compell you to go with the one you have chosen.

What I am going through is exactly like being in a situation where you are asked to choose one among the Audi and the Merc. You know both the cars have their own strengths and weaknesses but as a whole they are quite comparable, but the Audi burns a smaller whole in your pocket. At the same time you also know the over priced Merc has its reason to be so, I mean after all its a MERCEDES. Its got a reputation and status statement that the Audi can only envy of. And if both are affordable then the simple human nature(at least most of ours) of showing off would ask you to go for the Merc. 

But no, in my case therz this inner voice which doesnt let me think of anything other than the Audi. It might be because I have had an Audi for so long that I am too attached to it to leave it or simply beacuse I am afraid of experimenting (or might be because seeing me in a Merc people would say "kaise kaise chuttiyon ko mil jati hai be"), I dont know what the reason is. As of now I am simply happy to have discovered that from within, what I want is the Audi and I am damn happy with it,and if I am not confused it is only obvious why I am not.